My Beloved

Rachael and I at Steven Gonders Wedding

After Rachael went to be with the Lord I found this poem posted upon her wall printed in her lovely script, written by Sir Phillip Stanley

"My true-love hath my heart and I have his,
By just exchange one for the other given:
I hold his dear, and mine he cannot miss;
There never was a bargain better driven.


His heart in me keeps me and him in one;
My heart in him his thoughts and senses guides:
He loves my heart, for once it was his own;
I cherish his because in me it bides."

But my sweet Rachael didn't write out the whole poem, though I am sure she knew its words.  She would ever, only, remind me of her affection, and the Lord reminds me still, though the words were prophetic before their time. Had she included the last verse, this is what I would have read.

"His heart his wound received from my sight;
My heart was wounded with his wounded heart;
For as from me on him his hurt did light,
So still, methought, in me his hurt did smart:
Both equal hurt, in this change sought our bliss,
My true love hath my heart and I have his."

I cannot express how much I miss Rachael, how much of a blessing she was, or how I long to see her again when the Lord, in His grace, calls me home.

But at times I try, and I suppose, this site comes from one of those times. Though I pray the Lord sends His servants to tell her that I love her, sometimes I feel a few small words of my own could tell her too.

Imagine Her Smile

 

Imagine her smile when she took to the skies

when she drew her last breath, as we wept our goodbyes.

 

Imagine the joy in those sparkling blue eyes

as her spirit awoke, and shed its disguise,

as she let go our hands, to take in her own,

the arms of the angels to carry her home.

 

Imagine the peace that flooded her soul

as she knelt at his throne, completed and whole

as her lips kissed his feet, and her hands touched the scars

and at last all was well, and she fell in his arms.

 

Imagine that day in eternity fair

when the meaning of all time, in his truth, is laid bare.

When the light of this life is eclipsed by the reign,

of the Son, and at last we’re together again.

 

Imagine her smile when we take to the skies

when the Lord calls our names, and no more goodbyes.

 

                                                    James Swanson

 

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